Friday, November 12, 2010

Checking In

I don't really know what to talk about today. I'm just very aware that I haven't posted anything of substance in awhile. I check my stat counter every so often and I'm amazed that so many of you still check in every day to see if there's something new up.

Thanks for that. I'm sorry there hasn't been.

There's a lot going on here but I can't talk about it yet. It's not that I'm trying to string you along or anything, I just can't get my head around some stuff that's happening right now. I feel so unsettled and afraid.

I barely slept at all last night and I'm tired and I'm not feeling well. Everyone in my house has the stomach flu.

I haven't felt like baking anything or sewing anything. Everything is an effort right now because my mind is so preoccupied. My house is a disaster... God bless Ian for not complaining. He just pitches in wherever he can.

I'll be seeing my family doctor today and I'm praying for an opening so I can tell him what the specialists findings were, and to share how I feel about his treatment of me this past year. I'll let you know how that goes.

Sorry I'm not more upbeat. I just don't have it in me right now.

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10 comments:

  1. (((you)))
    Love you and I'm praying for you always.

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  2. Ok, Kate! Few things: 1. I will pray for you today. Specifically praying for courage to face the Dr, answers to questions, and peace amidst the storm. 2. Please remember to pray yourself. 3. I can't wait to see what God has planned for you! 4. I'm glad I'm not a chronic re-tweeter, because a tweetdeck without Katieb is void and lifeless. 4. If we were neighbors, I'd run to Starbucks, bring you your favorite coffee drink and some breakfast M&M's. Hang in there lady!

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  3. Big hugs! Sounds like you're blessed with a one-of-a-kind hubby up there! Thanks so much for making my night last...you comments always make me smile! You're no stalker! :) Feel better soon! MM

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  4. HUGS babe. You have been on my mind all week...when you are ready to talk, I am here.

    Good luck with Dr. L today. Try not to be put off of being firm by his gorgeous baby-blues...remember, he is MINE. ;o)

    I love you tons. xo

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  5. Okay, first...I second everything that Sandy says...minus the Starbucks, 'cuz I'd bring you Tim Horton instead. Or was it Tom? Jim? Anywho, that Horton dude, I'd bring you something from him.

    I hope you get a chance to advocate for yourself and tell your doc everything you learned!

    I love ya girl!

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  6. Hang in there friend! :-)

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  7. Sometimes we're not all sunshine and roses and that's perfectly alright. This is your blog where you share your life and we all know life is not always great. Sometimes it's downright mean. Praying for strength for you today and hoping that your doctor sincerely got the point.

    BTW, my e-mail is rad3321@aol.com

    I don't know how to make it so you could respond back other than that, any ideas?

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  8. Praying for you (as always!) my sweet sister in Christ. You have been on my mind all week. I will say an extra prayer for you tonight :) ((hugs)) If you ever need to talk.....here I am!

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  9. HUGS babe. You have been on my mind all week...when you are ready to talk, I am here.

    Good luck with Dr. L today. Try not to be put off of being firm by his gorgeous baby-blues...remember, he is MINE. ;o)

    I love you tons. xo

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  10. Ok, Kate! Few things: 1. I will pray for you today. Specifically praying for courage to face the Dr, answers to questions, and peace amidst the storm. 2. Please remember to pray yourself. 3. I can't wait to see what God has planned for you! 4. I'm glad I'm not a chronic re-tweeter, because a tweetdeck without Katieb is void and lifeless. 4. If we were neighbors, I'd run to Starbucks, bring you your favorite coffee drink and some breakfast M&M's. Hang in there lady!

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